I just feel like ending it every night So since I was 15 I stay awake after I lay in bed and think of all the reasons to do it or not most of the time I the bad outweighs the good but recently I made a new friend she is very uplifting and makes me feel happy for the time I hang out with her but that's one one of the few reasons I haven't done it yet. I haven't seen her for a while and I'm starting to feel more and more depressed by the minute thinking of ending it. Of being relieved of all this stress by simply killing myself. Is something wrong with me. I just can't understand why these suicidal thoughts come in every night. I just stay there in bed thinking of all of it, giving me a headache. What should I do?

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